Tag: depression
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In My Head It Disappears…
Thinking too hard about what to sayThe moment I thought I was havingSlips away… Where it went?Where ever it goes? Whatever this is?Isn’t anything I was trying to do or sayI’d scream my uncertainty louderBut I know that it can’t escape through my skinI know it wouldn’t help alleviate this…
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Here’s What I Know…
Stole all my best linesFrom a source I can’t rememberStole them from myselfGave them all away just the sameNothing worthy of repeatingA silent sound describingHow does it make you feel?An overbearing insulting meaningHow does it make sense?It doesn’t so let me begin againFrom the end here it goes… Like the…
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Lack Of Important Information…
Cleaning this mess is going to take more than changeThe world’s on fire and it’s been over for awhile Just a bit too late to change a thingNot much left to do except enjoy the viewLifted idea from a better manSwallow the ashes of our past mistakesIt’s time to fake…
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Nothing Left To Remind Me… Except Everything…
With this trail of tearsThe path becomes unclearBlurry eyed and missingI thought I loved youBut I lied… to myself… to everyoneThis trail of tears turns into a floodWashing away this disguiseI can no longer hide behind these eyesBroken hearts it turns outCan’t heal properly over timeWho knew I’d felt better…
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Somehow… I Have Lost My Notes…
This can’t be how it isNot like beforeBecause that is how it always isRunning in circlesSpiders spinning webs across the skinTrying to figure out where to beginThe world doesn’t owe meAnd you never owned meStill stuck here and I can’t let goWith you and of myselfLocked away by a hidden…
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Violence Solves Nothing…
The silence is lonely and the nothing so lovelyWho am I kidding by breathing?Wasn’t cut out to be anything other thanWhat I have become over timeThere isn’t enough that I give you credit forMy depression doesn’t leave much room for admirationFill the void with excuses… made up reasonsTo keep myself…
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Light and Sound Can’t Separate… Part 2…
It never was all the hard before it was softTen more minutes and the vomit becomes a pillowSlow suicide is what we are all really afterOnce said happiness is a six foot ditchI’ve never been wrong about things that don’t matterHard to believe… but it’s true if you trust me…
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Light and Sound Can’t Separate… Part 1…
The empty space growing within my brainWith the strength of a thousand sunsI couldn’t overcome this thing I’ve becomeTook peace for all it was worthThe internal struggle has gone on too longEmbracing face to face… neither had anything to sayBroken beyond repair the connections remain frayedSpoken like a victim and…
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Sins Capitalized…
Honor thy mother through sins of the fatherWe say we care, but if we really did this wouldn’t happenHonor thy father through the sins of the motherWe say this matters, but if it really did it wouldn’t happenWould it? People matter, People careUntil it is time for such thingsPeople matter,…
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Broken Letters of Inspiration…
Inspiration is fleeting without anything left to sayLong sentences that don’t seem to go awayA story I’ve already told on repeatLessons learned, but I can’t seem to move onDistracted by all these thoughts of failureWhat I was and what I’ll always beCan’t hide from these feelings for a lifetimeOr can…
Chewing On Glass... 