Chewing On Glass…

Tag: irrational

  • Broken Thoughts… For Freedom and Other Things…

    Today is independence day here in America… yeah… I don’t know either… there are so many ways one could rant about the subject for an endless amount of pages, or one could ignore it all together like the rest of the world… Personally today is just another day in an…

  • Intelligent Species…

    “Another day and another dollar,” I say out loud as I take a seat on the curb outside of work. Another day, another lonely lunch I think as I take out my lunch and begin to eat it slowly. Savoring every bite of my warm peanut butter and jelly I…

  • Broken Thoughts… Maybe That Was a Serious Question…

    Broken Thoughts sinking inThe subject isn’t me, but who else could it be?No one cared so everyone askedEveryone cared so no one askedInvisible scars hidden under the skinTried to provide the proof to reasonNo reason to prove I tried anythingI get it because I live like thisEveryday… Contradicting my own…

  • Broken Thoughts… I Think This Time It Will Last…

    Waiting for no reason at allNo energy for anything elseLooking for the purpose to not feelHow I always seem to feelThat nothing but the end means anythingHead smashing against the concreteStill feel the same. Negative and out of placeCheering myself on to find the endRather than my place in all…

  • A Game To Play

    Author’s Note: I don’t normally do this, but given that this story was written long before many events that have since happened in America. This story is a work of fiction and should be treated as such. Any similarities to any event that has or could happen is coincidental. With…

  • Broken Thoughts… No One Can Ever Really Know…

    Got a light? Got a light?In all this darknessGot a light? Got a light?In all this despairNo… Not in this black and whiteReality we seem to think we’ve foundGot a light? Got a light?In all this destructionGot a light? Got a light?In all this devastationNo… Not in this red and…

  • Broken Thoughts… I’ve Yet To Do Anything Today…

    Sucked into a trap of my own illusionGoing through something that’s causing confusionMy own laziness is dragging me underSitting around looking for answersDirectly in reverse of the direction I was headingState of mourning that holds no concernNot for the dead but something for the livingIs that a funeral or something…

  • We Pray, We Pray, and We Prey

    The only thing that is true in life is death. What a crock of shit. That may be true for the rest of you. It isn’t true for me. From the Byzantine Empire to the very last second it has been me and the rest of you fuckers. Day after…

  • Broken Thoughts… It’s All Quite Clinical…

    The stars projecting my thoughts onto the screenA movie no one asked to see, but I can’t help to inflictI knew that if I walked a straight line I’d be here once againCouldn’t help but to test the theory for myselfInflict my own sense of justice until nothing was leftRambling…

  • Broken Thoughts… There’s Nothing On…

    Can’t seem to focus on anything other thanThe feelings left behind from beforeI’m pretending they aren’t thereActing as though they have come and goneNever left and now I’m unsure what to doCan’t seem to move past the things holding me downThis feeling of feeling dead insideBeen pretending that it isn’t…