Tag: irrational

  • Assuming Everything Is Fine

    If I was to tell you my story it would have to start like this. I woke up and I peed.  Or I woke up, I peed, and then I ate something. The simplest of variations to the start of my day. Pretty boring stuff. But I guess that’s not…

  • Something Different… Everything Might Get A Bit Too Heavy…

    More Black Cloud Than Anything Else No more reason to even trySpirts been sucked right out ofEverything I thought I had to sayA black cloud is swinging by for a visitCan feel it in my bones and see it on the horizonNone of it never made much sense anywayBeen told…

  • Broken Thoughts… With Windburned Skin…

    Taking longer than I thoughtDeath doesn’t come as swiftlyAs they said it wouldLocked away it is no wonderNo one and nothing comes knockingWish I had done moreWith all this time that I hadTaking in feelings of regret by looking aroundMust be a kind gift handed down from aboveGod must not…

  • Broken Thoughts… Could Be The One That Saves Me…

    Time is going by so slowLooks so familiar not the same as beforeWaiting for a plan to come to an endTaking so much longer than I thoughtLost in this place between the spaceWallowing in your wakeWondering how much of thisWe were meant to takeA desperation that turns to despairQuestioning reality…

  • Broken Thoughts… Pass The Tests To The Left… To the Left…

    Free ambitions for something elseThe art is in the lack there ofTrying to hard to figure out who I amFreed up all my rage… nothing leftGave up and now I’ve got nothing to giveFace pressed hard against the glassNo longer want to be on the other sideCracking and I’m not…

  • Broken Thoughts… I Want To See The Sun…

    Nothing can end the way it beganNothing can begin the way that it endsEndless servitude to an invisible handA life built on fate that doesn’t existQuiet voices guiding my way through destinyConflicting ideals running through my headIf it is than it isn’tIf it isn’t then it must beSo above as…

  • Broken Thoughts… Came Undone…

    Broken… and letting go…The words come but I don’t knowBreaking like glass all around meShattered… and left behind…Kneeling down about the thoughtsWish there was more to sayOn the subject… and the pain…But I know it would only get in the wayWouldn’t even know what it meansThe glass digging into the…

  • Broken Thoughts… A History Of Drowning…

    Wrote myself a better endingThen the one that I am livingStill end up dead in the endThere is no before… not at the endWrote myself a better lifeThen the one I’ve been livingEasier to exist only inside your headThere is no before… not at the beginningWrote myself something better than…

  • Broken Thoughts… Never Say Ever…

    Giving into what you have to giveTaking back what has already been takenThe blood drips from your mouth The taste so rotten it begins to sink inAnd I know that this can only be the beginningWhat is life without the resistance of assistanceSuccumbing to what it is you have to…

  • Chewing On Glass Presents… Just Breathe…

    It all shatters right there in front of me. Glass, steel, two moving objects going at what feels like a thousand miles an hour. Was it? Is that how it really was? Everything so slow, a miss perception of time and place. Memories shifting in and out of place. Two…