Tag: irrational

  • Broken Thoughts… Swinging For The Fences…

    What the fuck am I even doingDigging ditches called memoriesIt’s all pointless so whyDo I feel the need to cryThe reason to breath, fucking seethingUnhappy and I don’t know whyPointless, but here we goAnother day waking and waitingHere we go another dayBelieving everything will be fineHere we go one more…

  • Inspired By….

    The Devil Within Tearing through my fleshCan’t tell what is leftDead or aliveFucking kill itDoesn’t matter anymoreScreaming in the darkTake me with youDrown within a dream, a nightmareSuffocatingThe scars were never meant to be seenCrackingHating all of thisA life I thought I had to liveDestroying everythingSmashed against my skinI have…

  • Broken Thoughts…

    Staring into the mirrorWondering why notThe blade pressed up against meNot sure why lately I’m notAnti-lobotomyDriven crazy, fucked at the thoughtCommon sense doesn’t mean shitDrowning in my own lifeSuffocating at the thoughtThat all of this must keep going on Where is the savior we’ve been waiting on?… Who put me…

  • Broken Thoughts… Breaking Down The Forever Circus…

    The sadness sinks inA world with no reasonBroken hearted, left wonderingHow much time is left To destroy The truth is more than I can describe… Drinking a death wish left to employI’d take you all if it means happinessSelfish, I’ve always known whySo much easier to take awayThen live this shit…

  • Bright Blue And Shimmering…

    What do you say with a million lives to say it? What do you do with a million days to do it? An endless array of endlessness that accumulates into a pool of endless ocean. A fully powered and operational confusion ray shown across a thousand skies would still not…

  • Broken Thoughts… Still Swimming In Need…

    Candles burning black and then redThe world wanted more so I gave what they demandedAn army of flesh, an army of broken bones and regretCan you defeat what is already dead?The fires rage on, with no one to put them outWill they ever die?Candles burning black and then redCalling out…

  • Walking Through The Lake Of Fire…

    Staring Into Your Eyes Nothing is taking this feeling awayPainful reminder I’m not who I thought I wasAn example that you never didLove me like you said you didA lie, a waste of timeHow can I really still feel this wayNothing adds up to anythingLooking around, living the lieSee everything…

  • Broken Thoughts… Best Part Of The Day…

    So stupid and simpleSeems pointless to even mentionI wanted all of this, no, needed maybeThe cuts they sting and the skin itchesWho am I without the painDon’t think I will ever know Ever understandUntil the endSo simple and sadTo think that this was all there ever was Never wanted any of…

  • Waiting For Everything In Reverse…

    In Reverse Things Seem Strange I feel sick today but not insaneMy convictions are stronger than my willMakes sense if you could be me for a momentYou’d understand then of courseProbably not but that’s okayNo one knows what it’s like to be anythingToo much confusion in the giant fish bowlWe…

  • Lips Turning Blue… Again…

    Oroblram I’m lost and going in circlesNever left this spotYet here I’m notI’d give you what I knowBut I know so littleI’m afraid it won’t doTomorrow though if I’m not deadPast tense of courseWords are foreverEtched into our skinActions only a secondRecorded for all the seeWorth and concernThe two don’t…