Chewing On Glass…

Tag: life

  • And Other Things From This Time…

    Emotionally Stressed I’m so sick of these feelingsThis need to please everyoneWhen I know damn well it’s not good enoughPutting myself out on a daily basisBacking my ass up and begging for the painGambling on not winning at allWhy can’t everyone see that it’s all useless like meMaybe they do…

  • Chasing Darkness…

    Things aren’t quite the way they used to be. Things change fact of life and death. Even if we can change those facts like I have. Things still very much change. I no longer know who I am or what I have become. I’m not what most people would consider…

  • It’s A Funny Story… Even If It Isn’t…

    Trying something new… Imagine that… I haven’t written anything new outside of poetry and the new story I am working on… Sadly that isn’t for the website… Redoing my next book… well kind of… I had this whole theme I was running through the whole book… I didn’t like it……

  • Something Different… In Your Own Words…

    Perspective In The Infinite…By: Sylvia Ambrose I choke with every breath of airIt stands still and it tastes staleI cringe at all the sounds of lifeThey shake my bones and make them frailI find it harder everyday to keep the things That make me care I feel gravity dragging me…

  • Don’t Stand So Close To Me…

    Don’t Stand So Close To Me… I like to keep my things in jars. I have many jars all around my room. I used to as a child go out in the woods behind my house and collected bugs. I had so many in my collection. Water bugs, butterflies, lightning…

  • Crossing The River Of Hypocrisy…

    Rest Forever When We Are DeadThe feeling slips away from meYour soft skin drags across the floorThe shredded self of worthlessnessDeception is the only way to communicateLetters become wordsBroken sentences of a useless paragraphThey say you’re deadBut when you died is undecidedKilled you in my mind so long agoSo I…

  • Watching The World Go By… In Ever Passing Moments…

    The Plan Feelings disappear into the lightFaded but always thereMoments in time seems to last foreverSeconds of thought, a lifetime of regretDecisions made that can’t be undoneAnother day in the life of someone elseToo afraid to take a stepBackwards or forwards there is nothing leftFeelings reappearing every nightHaunting me from…

  • Something Different…

    Thoughts in My Head When the world endsThere won’t be anything left to say we were hereBut I’m sure somehow, some wayI’ll be staring at your face for all eternityYour demon-like eyes and your poisonous thighsWill all, but warm me by the fireSo cold I will still be, that none…

  • And Other Things From This Time…

    Mountain of Questions The white picket fences have been torn downFrom the post to the groundIt all lays flat all aroundThe existence of dreams provesThere is something more to you and meThe clothes have all but come offFrom our heads to our toesThey lay flat on the floorThe fact that…

  • Gasping for the Air that Surrounds Me…

    Ark The darkness surrounds meAs the rain falls downOver the sky, blood drips downSignaling only deathI hope you all drownI hope someday you are foundBleed me slowly and seeIf I’m still aliveYou all said I was crazySaid I didn’t know anythingA child with adult eyes The cuts they hurtMore in…