Tag: loathing
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Something Different… Everything Might Get A Bit Too Heavy…
More Black Cloud Than Anything Else No more reason to even trySpirts been sucked right out ofEverything I thought I had to sayA black cloud is swinging by for a visitCan feel it in my bones and see it on the horizonNone of it never made much sense anywayBeen told…
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Broken Thoughts… Pass The Tests To The Left… To the Left…
Free ambitions for something elseThe art is in the lack there ofTrying to hard to figure out who I amFreed up all my rage… nothing leftGave up and now I’ve got nothing to giveFace pressed hard against the glassNo longer want to be on the other sideCracking and I’m not…
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Broken Thoughts… I Need You To Guide Me There…
When the lord comes callingWhere will you stand amongst the rest?On bended knees or somewhere elseWill you be shouting to the heavensOr calling out to the great below?A fire may rain down upon the worldA voice may call out amongst the filthThe sound of your echo spreads across the landThe…
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Broken Thoughts… More Than I Need…
Constant like a fucking childDriven underDriven to liveA mindless existenceShut the fuck upThen maybe, you’d be rightTape my mouth shutTorture me, make me feel somethingNothing different then the wayIt is supposed to beCut my limbs, nail them to a treeSame as it is supposed to beI wish you’d do onto…
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Inspired By….
The Devil Within Tearing through my fleshCan’t tell what is leftDead or aliveFucking kill itDoesn’t matter anymoreScreaming in the darkTake me with youDrown within a dream, a nightmareSuffocatingThe scars were never meant to be seenCrackingHating all of thisA life I thought I had to liveDestroying everythingSmashed against my skinI have…
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Lips Turning Blue… Again…
Oroblram I’m lost and going in circlesNever left this spotYet here I’m notI’d give you what I knowBut I know so littleI’m afraid it won’t doTomorrow though if I’m not deadPast tense of courseWords are foreverEtched into our skinActions only a secondRecorded for all the seeWorth and concernThe two don’t…
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Broken Thoughts… Chutoro Dawn…
We once said yesWe once admitted that love existsUpon a time there was a me and youSixteen counts of murderForty five different sinsHad to come down to this at some pointFlashing moments that this could lastFleeting idea that there was more to thisUpon a time, upon a burning bodyStaring into…
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Chasing The Demon Into The Night…
Think About It Even if it’s notWhat would be the pointOf fighting if the outcomeIs the same as beforeWhat is life worth if it is worthlessConfused, I don’t get the point eitherPassive aggressive I supposeMy mind feels sickInfected with thoughtsThat need no answersBut I ask the questions anywayFuck offIs that…
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Things To Do When There’s Nothing To Do…
Start Over… Said everything there is left to sayIt is almost time to stop all this shitBeen on the fringe of a nervous breakdownSearching for the right things to sayNothing comes to mind, stay silentTaught us well now it’s time to show what we’ve learnedAt an impasse of great importanceStand…
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Broken Thoughts… Begging Me To Stay…
The skin bleeds as the knife digs deeperMy skin spreads open revealing boneThe skin peels back as I pullMy skin lies in a pile on the floorThe skin is a metaphor for something I don’t knowMy skin is missing but I am wholeWho I’ve always beenA separation between skin and…
Chewing On Glass... 