Tag: loathing
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Sins Capitalized…
Honor thy mother through sins of the fatherWe say we care, but if we really did this wouldn’t happenHonor thy father through the sins of the motherWe say this matters, but if it really did it wouldn’t happenWould it? People matter, People careUntil it is time for such thingsPeople matter,…
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Pain Is My Only Friend
The gluttony of our consumerismIs what makes us feel wholeComplete me, spending another worthless dollarGive me the things that make me… mePreying on your weakest momentsInsecurities of who I think I amMore, more, never a enoughThe meaning of life… existenceExpress myself for who I amWith my things, not my words,…
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Living In Time
Thinking about the futureDwelling on the pastWhat to do when the scars won’t healOpen, bleeding woundClose my eyes and hopeNothing ever comesTime heals all woundsTruth is, the best we can hope forIs that time will stop the bleedingYour lies a thorn in my spineWalk, pretending everything is fineFollowing the path…
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Up In The Dark
Spoken words without any soundLips moving, but I can’t believeWhat they are trying to sayBroken sense of realityDoesn’t allow in new informationI’ve got enough to sift throughEnough bullshit to carry me to an endA blessing or a giftNever know until the moment is goneGod and it’s doors never madeAny sense…
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Things Best Left Unsaid…
Things best left unsaidDoesn’t carry the same meaningThings best left unsaidFilling up in my headThings best left unsaidA sadness that won’t restWould it have even mattered?If I told you everythingAbout how I feltWhat you’ve doneBroken is brokenNo matter what’s been saidAction after actionYou’ve said everything you wanted to sayFoolishly stuck…
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A Life of Simple Dreams…
You could fail and it didn’t matterA mystery like mentality I can’t seemTo understand and yet I liveI live because I haven’t died yetWalking along the banks of an empty riverTalking about suicide as though one in the sameCement shoes and a weighted vest won’t helpStill couldn’t bring myself to…
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Listening to Crickets In The Pale Moonlight…
There is a noise inside my headI don’t know how to get it outI don’t know maybe when I’m deadGive it some more time I think it saysThen again maybe I just can’t tell the differenceBetween the noise in my head and what’s been saidI don’t know maybe like I…
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Just A Skin and Bone Skeleton…
Waiting around is making it that much worseIt isn’t a race, but then what really isn’tGetting closer to the end feel like the only wayThough I’m pretty sure I’m on the wrong trackWhen it comes to things like thisThe Lord will let us know… with a shrugUntil then best of…
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Not Everything Is Going To Be A Mess… But We Can Try…
Leaving a record of the things I thoughtBelieving I was dying the theme becomes clearHad I known the truth… I’d done the sameBorn to be me inside… Same idea new equationI’d ask for forgiveness, but we’re not born To believe in such a simple concept as thisDrug that cross as…
Chewing On Glass... 