Tag: loathing
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There Has To Be A Way… Broken Thoughts…
Floating in placeWondering why I haven’t died yetAm I in hell orIs this just the way life has goneWillfully pretending everythingIs fine… has run its courseZeroing in on something stuck in my headLoneliness a sicknessStarting over something even worseTold myself I wouldn’tRemembering I’ve never said such a thingThis was never…
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Because What Are We Going To Do… Broken Thoughts…
With our beds under bridgesOur homes could be anywhereConstantly moving perpetuallyNo one understands how this workSitting still and still no one knowsIt is as if no one is really sure of anythingWith our beds in motionOur homes never stop movingConstantly living perpetuallyNothing last forever but only for a timeSitting still…
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They’ve All Been Put Down… Broken Thoughts…
The most basic of things is harder to achieveSidewalk scene is getting to out of placeScreaming into the concrete only reverberates back aroundWish even I knew what it was that I was talking aboutBreaking down is so much easier in piecesSubway tiles and a delusional fallSo much better to not…
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Broken Thoughts… Thinking Back On The Before…
To have and to holdA poison for the soulUntil death we partA union forged in the flamesOf our own mutual despairHand against my throatA pain too many of us knowNeedles and pinsWalking on egg shellsAn existence forged by our handsTo have and to holdA fatal dose for the soulUntil death…
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Broken Thoughts… Reaching Out Into The Abyss…
Been drowning for long enoughHeld under, pushed asideAnd for what?For what I ask you after all this timeFor what this time?A place at the end of the lineA place to rest my head and dieFor what do I need to live this so called lifeFor what is it this timeThe…
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Broken Thoughts… Don’t Test Me…
Told myself what it wasLied to my own reflectionAbout how this all must beTake it all backEvery last centEvery drop of bloodNo longer do I careWasn’t worth a second of my timeWasn’t worth the second chanceThat I’ll never getSo, fuck it and take it allEvery drop of bloodSplashing against the…
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Broken Thoughts… Could Know About This…
Standing at the edge of the concreteLooking over to see what is leftAn endless parking lot made of moreThe world doesn’t exist it is only pavedPortioned off for you to believeThat this is all so much bigger than it isNone of this matters at the end of the roadAgainst the…
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Broken Thoughts… A Denial… Of Dirty Wounds…
I seemed to have out stayed my welcomeNot by a month or a week a day at the mostOdd sense of feeling like this but who doesn’t?When push comes to shove and it pulls you underA rivalry that couldn’t possibly die without us bothI could tell you the truth, but…
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Broken Thoughts… With A Suspension of Disbelief…
There’s a moment whenEverything feels lostThere are moments whenEverything feels so lostThen there are moments whenEverything feels lostAnd there’s a moment whenEverything feel so lostBut there are also moments whenEverything feels lostBecause there are moments whenEverything feels so lostMore of a statement thenA revelation of another time There’s no reason…
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Broken Thoughts… Done With All The…
Any emptiness within my headBroken down it begins anewNot so sure anymoreWhat any of this is meant to beNot quite so sure anymoreWhat any of this might have meant to meTortured soul… against myself and no one elseNo longer remember what it isThat has put me here in this placeLost…
Chewing On Glass... 