Author: chewingonglass
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Broken Thoughts…
I wrote the novelNow I just have to write the storyIf you stop to think about itI know you’d never do itThe meaning loses effortAs soon as we stop to realizeWhat it means Something starting to smell real weird… should have buried the bodies… What am I doing here?Wasting time…
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Looking Deeper Into The Soul…
A Lie… A Novel… Out Now… Where did this all begin? The hurt… the pain… the confusion… the lies… “Everything is fine. Everything is how it is supposed to be. Lie to yourself long enough and everything will be fine. Right?” A lie is the story of where all this…
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Let’s Fake An Answer For the Curious..
These Days The days bleed togetherHow it is or how it always was?Questions, answers, sin, justificationThe days bleed togetherThese days stick togetherHow it is or how I’ve always wanted it to be?Liar, truth, asshole, cuntThe days seem meaninglessWhen you are aroundBleeding, blending, living, dyingThe days are all there seems to…
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Looking Deeper Into The Soul…
A Lie… A Novel… Out Now… Where did this all begin? The hurt… the pain… the confusion… the lies… “Everything is fine. Everything is how it is supposed to be. Lie to yourself long enough and everything will be fine. Right?” A lie is the story of where all this…
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Broken Thoughts…
Gunshots in the distanceAnother life robbed of its innocencePlagued by those around meFear that maybe were too similarFor existenceSaid you’d exist but did we everBleeding thoughts from your mindSymptoms so familiarAs if I read it off the back of a piece of paper Stuck somewhere in between here and there……
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Broken Thoughts… Vol. 3… Chasing Ghosts…
Broken Thoughts Vol. 3: Chasing Ghosts… Out Now… Broken Thoughts Vol. 3: Chasing Ghosts… continues Ambrose’s dissection of self through short stories, poetry, and broken thoughts. Full of rage, passion, love, and understanding. Ambrose goes deeper than ever before chasing more than ghosts into the darkness. Stories Exclusive to this…
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Broken Thoughts… Vol. 3… Chasing Ghosts…
Broken Thoughts Vol. 3: Chasing Ghosts… Out Now… Broken Thoughts Vol. 3: Chasing Ghosts… continues Ambrose’s dissection of self through short stories, poetry, and broken thoughts. Full of rage, passion, love, and understanding. Ambrose goes deeper than ever before chasing more than ghosts into the darkness. Stories Exclusive to this…
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And Other Things From This Time…
Emotionally Stressed I’m so sick of these feelingsThis need to please everyoneWhen I know damn well it’s not good enoughPutting myself out on a daily basisBacking my ass up and begging for the painGambling on not winning at allWhy can’t everyone see that it’s all useless like meMaybe they do…
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Looking Deeper Into The Soul…
A Lie… A Novel… Out Now… Where did this all begin? The hurt… the pain… the confusion… the lies… “Everything is fine. Everything is how it is supposed to be. Lie to yourself long enough and everything will be fine. Right?” A lie is the story of where all this…
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Calling Me Home… Calling Me…
If I Only Knew Panic attacks are the only way I can feelMy own heartbeat as it beats through my chestI’m so lost I don’t exist anymoreThe feelings I once had I don’t haveAnymoreI see myselfSickening, sickly, sickI see myself slipping down further than I ever thoughtA deep dark hole…
Chewing On Glass... 