Category: Blog

  • Stuck In Time… A Distant Past…

    “You said you’d love me forever.”“No, what I said was I once gave a damn.”“You lie as though you believe it to be true.”“Truth has a funny way of appearing to be a lie.”“Then we shall see in the end who is telling the truth or telling a lie.”Blood spurts…

  • For Those Who May Have Never Known…

    Some things in this life are worse than fiction… some things are so real that even if I told them word for word as the truth… no one could ever believe… it is best to remember that not every one thinks like you… that not every one has shed their…

  • Postscript of the Unimaginative…

    After a while life just starts to feel like a prison. You work your ass off in hopes to get back time lost with good behavior, but it is useless. Things will never be like how they were. Things will never be how it was when we were young. Life…

  • But I’m Still Right Here…

    “As below, so above and beyond, I imagine – drawn beyond the lines of reason. “ Tool, Lateralus Death I don’t necessarily fear death. Not in the sense that maybe one should. I know it will happen. I’m even okay with it to a certain extent. Part of life after all.…

  • Because Asking Would Be Too Off Putting…

    Diving right into the subject on this one. I’m sure I’ll dip in and out of anything I have to say. Thought about all of this six hours ago. My favorite book of all time is Post Office by Charles Bukowski. If you haven’t read it well. Well, you should…

  • Digging Out The Past… Chewing On Fears- A Yuffie Collaboration…

    A darken cloud, a sea of painI’ve only ever wanted to feel the sameA creature without a faceUpon this mountain I shall lay to waste “Hey Yuffie,” shouts Hydra “What?” Yuffie asks “Go feel sorry for yourself some place else. This is my spot,” Hydra declares “No one respects my…

  • Retouching On Bad Memories

    People get way too hyped up over these fucking holidays. They are made up, by us no less, they do not matter, so take the dildo stuck up your ass and pull it down a notch. Working in a grocery store is insanity on high. There is a holiday every…

  • Breaking the Fourth Wall…

    I’m pretty laid back. I don’t express myself much through religion, cults, or anger. I get mad and I might even get offended though it takes a lot to get me there and I don’t remember the last time I was really offended. I told some body I was the…

  • Getting Harder to Breathe

    I spent a life time not on social media. Recently I joined up and now I am behind once again. The world keeps spinning, dredging up old wounds. Starting over can be the hardest part. A lot of us get lost in the darkness forgetting who we are or what…

  • So It Begins… So It Never Ends…

    One eyeing it on the way to work. Sober of all things. Eyes heavy from lack of sleep. Eyes heavy from all the shit holding me back. Sadly, this is the norm and not the exception. This isn’t one long night. This is a collection of endless nights. The emotional…