Category: Poems

  • Broken Thoughts… There’s A Lot Left Unsaid…

    Rebuilding myself from nothingDead insideLost and lonelyThat’s been every day for yearsSomehow this time feels differentSome ways it feels like the first timeLittle deaths didn’t prepare meFor anything like thisAn empty feeling inside my chest A million thoughts raging through my head… Digging at the coffinNails scratched deep into the…

  • Broken Thoughts… Not Going To Believe What There Is To See…

    The devil’s making her way insideHer cape draped, drips with crimsonThe genius that it isA flashing image of imaginationA reality stuck in my headWhy is it we question anything that is said?Why is it we want to be lead so blindly?God told me once, said some shit about somethingOnly thought…

  • Broken Thoughts… A Denial… Of Dirty Wounds…

    I seemed to have out stayed my welcomeNot by a month or a week a day at the mostOdd sense of feeling like this but who doesn’t?When push comes to shove and it pulls you underA rivalry that couldn’t possibly die without us bothI could tell you the truth, but…

  • Broken Thoughts… With A Suspension of Disbelief…

    There’s a moment whenEverything feels lostThere are moments whenEverything feels so lostThen there are moments whenEverything feels lostAnd there’s a moment whenEverything feel so lostBut there are also moments whenEverything feels lostBecause there are moments whenEverything feels so lostMore of a statement thenA revelation of another time There’s no reason…

  • Broken Thoughts… Done With All The…

    Any emptiness within my headBroken down it begins anewNot so sure anymoreWhat any of this is meant to beNot quite so sure anymoreWhat any of this might have meant to meTortured soul… against myself and no one elseNo longer remember what it isThat has put me here in this placeLost…

  • Broken Thoughts… That Don’t Last Forever…

    Waiting for these moments to passThese moments we like to call lifeMiscommunication of a thoughtThat have found their way in againBroken ideas breaking apart in my headHammer to my brain… self-inflictedSawing into my own legs… to slow the painGlued together sense of self… know I’m not insanePiece by piece I…

  • Broken Thoughts… What I Want Is So Unreal…

    Living too long inside my headSame person repeated over againLiving too long in my headLiving too long inside my headLost something in meNot sure what it isSomething to saySomething to doDead inside… How long can it last?With nothing to sayWith nothing to doA lifetime will have come and goneBefore we’d…

  • Broken Thoughts… From Our Throne In Heaven…

    Reality doesn’t mean as much as it did beforeThere’s no consistency left in your truthGave it all that I could to believe in such liesBut it didn’t mean anything… did it?To believe in such lies so internallyConstantly changing trying to remain all the sameCouldn’t take much more and it showsGiving…

  • Broken Thoughts… I Was So Pretty… Until the World Took Me In…

    If we had known anything… We would have stayed naked and bare… Feeling so restless. Can’t seem to put words to a page. Put the words in the correct space. Even now, I want to scream. Scream a sound until the air has all fun out. Replaced with the sound…

  • Broken Thoughts… For Freedom and Other Things…

    Today is independence day here in America… yeah… I don’t know either… there are so many ways one could rant about the subject for an endless amount of pages, or one could ignore it all together like the rest of the world… Personally today is just another day in an…