Chewing On Glass…

Tag: depression

  • Broken Thoughts… It’s All Quite Clinical…

    The stars projecting my thoughts onto the screenA movie no one asked to see, but I can’t help to inflictI knew that if I walked a straight line I’d be here once againCouldn’t help but to test the theory for myselfInflict my own sense of justice until nothing was leftRambling…

  • Broken Thoughts… There’s Nothing On…

    Can’t seem to focus on anything other thanThe feelings left behind from beforeI’m pretending they aren’t thereActing as though they have come and goneNever left and now I’m unsure what to doCan’t seem to move past the things holding me downThis feeling of feeling dead insideBeen pretending that it isn’t…

  • Assuming Everything Is Fine

    If I was to tell you my story it would have to start like this. I woke up and I peed.  Or I woke up, I peed, and then I ate something. The simplest of variations to the start of my day. Pretty boring stuff. But I guess that’s not…

  • Broken Thoughts… I Guess No One Really Gives A Shit…

    The memories they changeRemembering all the bad timesSeems to work out this wayYour selfish needs never changedAnd I can’t look away anymoreNot like I ever could beforeAll these years spent to get hereMild forms of abuse build up over timeThe hurt seeps like an open woundFrom my heart through my…

  • Broken Thoughts… Sitting All Alone…

    These feelings come over meFelt them before and forever moreIf they could go awayI wouldn’t even know anymoreThese feelings wash over meWaves crashing on the beachWaves washing up against our feetSweeping our existence out to seaIf there was anything left to takeI wouldn’t even know anymoreThese memories taking over meFelt…

  • Something Different… Everything Might Get A Bit Too Heavy…

    More Black Cloud Than Anything Else No more reason to even trySpirts been sucked right out ofEverything I thought I had to sayA black cloud is swinging by for a visitCan feel it in my bones and see it on the horizonNone of it never made much sense anywayBeen told…

  • Broken Thoughts… With Windburned Skin…

    Taking longer than I thoughtDeath doesn’t come as swiftlyAs they said it wouldLocked away it is no wonderNo one and nothing comes knockingWish I had done moreWith all this time that I hadTaking in feelings of regret by looking aroundMust be a kind gift handed down from aboveGod must not…

  • Broken Thoughts… Could Be The One That Saves Me…

    Time is going by so slowLooks so familiar not the same as beforeWaiting for a plan to come to an endTaking so much longer than I thoughtLost in this place between the spaceWallowing in your wakeWondering how much of thisWe were meant to takeA desperation that turns to despairQuestioning reality…

  • Broken Thoughts… Pass The Tests To The Left… To the Left…

    Free ambitions for something elseThe art is in the lack there ofTrying to hard to figure out who I amFreed up all my rage… nothing leftGave up and now I’ve got nothing to giveFace pressed hard against the glassNo longer want to be on the other sideCracking and I’m not…

  • Broken Thoughts… I Need You To Guide Me There…

    When the lord comes callingWhere will you stand amongst the rest?On bended knees or somewhere elseWill you be shouting to the heavensOr calling out to the great below?A fire may rain down upon the worldA voice may call out amongst the filthThe sound of your echo spreads across the landThe…