Chewing On Glass…

Tag: depression

  • Broken Thoughts… Preview Edition…

    Wearing myself thin, dead skin maskStretched so tight, who am I supposed to beIf I can’t be you in the endEnvision myself to be betterLies I tell myself to be betterBroken boned and crooked spineTwo more days and I’ll be fineBecoming everything I despiseKeep telling myself all the same old…

  • Broken Thoughts… What I Want Is So Unreal…

    Living too long inside my headSame person repeated over againLiving too long in my headLiving too long inside my headLost something in meNot sure what it isSomething to saySomething to doDead inside… How long can it last?With nothing to sayWith nothing to doA lifetime will have come and goneBefore we’d…

  • Broken Thoughts… From Our Throne In Heaven…

    Reality doesn’t mean as much as it did beforeThere’s no consistency left in your truthGave it all that I could to believe in such liesBut it didn’t mean anything… did it?To believe in such lies so internallyConstantly changing trying to remain all the sameCouldn’t take much more and it showsGiving…

  • Gut Reaction…

    Death… hope all is well… “Life is hard… That’s why no one survives…” Queens of the Stone Age

  • Broken Thoughts… I Was So Pretty… Until the World Took Me In…

    If we had known anything… We would have stayed naked and bare… Feeling so restless. Can’t seem to put words to a page. Put the words in the correct space. Even now, I want to scream. Scream a sound until the air has all fun out. Replaced with the sound…

  • Broken Thoughts… Maybe That Was a Serious Question…

    Broken Thoughts sinking inThe subject isn’t me, but who else could it be?No one cared so everyone askedEveryone cared so no one askedInvisible scars hidden under the skinTried to provide the proof to reasonNo reason to prove I tried anythingI get it because I live like thisEveryday… Contradicting my own…

  • Broken Thoughts… I Think This Time It Will Last…

    Waiting for no reason at allNo energy for anything elseLooking for the purpose to not feelHow I always seem to feelThat nothing but the end means anythingHead smashing against the concreteStill feel the same. Negative and out of placeCheering myself on to find the endRather than my place in all…

  • A Game To Play

    Author’s Note: I don’t normally do this, but given that this story was written long before many events that have since happened in America. This story is a work of fiction and should be treated as such. Any similarities to any event that has or could happen is coincidental. With…

  • Broken Thoughts… No One Can Ever Really Know…

    Got a light? Got a light?In all this darknessGot a light? Got a light?In all this despairNo… Not in this black and whiteReality we seem to think we’ve foundGot a light? Got a light?In all this destructionGot a light? Got a light?In all this devastationNo… Not in this red and…

  • Broken Thoughts… I’ve Yet To Do Anything Today…

    Sucked into a trap of my own illusionGoing through something that’s causing confusionMy own laziness is dragging me underSitting around looking for answersDirectly in reverse of the direction I was headingState of mourning that holds no concernNot for the dead but something for the livingIs that a funeral or something…