Tag: depression
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Something Different…
Before In death we find peaceBut what about the restWhat about here and nowTranquility in sinBlood for passionPassion for bloodDrinking until you don’t rememberForgetting all the times beforeDo it once moreOver and over a repeatingKaleidoscope of bullshitHeard it all beforeExcuses becoming uselessYet I still have moreMy condition is humanBut why…
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Looking Deeper Into The Soul…
A Lie… A Novel… Out Now… Where did this all begin? The hurt… the pain… the confusion… the lies… “Everything is fine. Everything is how it is supposed to be. Lie to yourself long enough and everything will be fine. Right?” A lie is the story of where all this…
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Broken Thoughts…
Beaten up and broken bonedI’ve become the whore that none of us knowsHow many times does it take until it hurtsLeaving is a luxury we don’t all haveIn the end, we all leave somehowBreaking the silence of your crimesA sign of the times, here and nowDestroyed, life still must go…
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Looking Deeper Into The Soul…
A Lie… A Novel… Out Now… Where did this all begin? The hurt… the pain… the confusion… the lies… “Everything is fine. Everything is how it is supposed to be. Lie to yourself long enough and everything will be fine. Right?” A lie is the story of where all this…
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Looking Deeper Into The Soul…
A Lie… A Novel… Out Now… Where did this all begin? The hurt… the pain… the confusion… the lies… “Everything is fine. Everything is how it is supposed to be. Lie to yourself long enough and everything will be fine. Right?” A lie is the story of where all this…
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And Other Things From This Time…
Emotionally Stressed I’m so sick of these feelingsThis need to please everyoneWhen I know damn well it’s not good enoughPutting myself out on a daily basisBacking my ass up and begging for the painGambling on not winning at allWhy can’t everyone see that it’s all useless like meMaybe they do…
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Looking Deeper Into The Soul…
A Lie… A Novel… Out Now… Where did this all begin? The hurt… the pain… the confusion… the lies… “Everything is fine. Everything is how it is supposed to be. Lie to yourself long enough and everything will be fine. Right?” A lie is the story of where all this…
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Calling Me Home… Calling Me…
If I Only Knew Panic attacks are the only way I can feelMy own heartbeat as it beats through my chestI’m so lost I don’t exist anymoreThe feelings I once had I don’t haveAnymoreI see myselfSickening, sickly, sickI see myself slipping down further than I ever thoughtA deep dark hole…
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Looking Deeper Into The Soul…
A Lie… A Novel… Out Now… Where did this all begin? The hurt… the pain… the confusion… the lies… “Everything is fine. Everything is how it is supposed to be. Lie to yourself long enough and everything will be fine. Right?” A lie is the story of where all this…
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Broken Thoughts…
Living out the eulogy, the funeral has beenHappening for yearsKnew you were right when I said you weren’tKnown I’ve felt the same, but I didn’t want tooA lie fromDay one, yesterday, todayI don’t know any moreToo late to turn any of this aroundA long time comingLong time spent looking the other wayI…
Chewing On Glass... 