Tag: depression

  • Broken Thoughts…

    Confliction of thoughtDismissal of warWe go at each other as if there is nothing leftDestroy what isn’t yours, heartsDestroy everything we think you care for, homesDestroy ourselves in the processNot the thoughtDriving against the weakGrinding it out without a second thought Staying silent seems to be the only way…  How…

  • Looking Deeper Into The Soul…

    A Lie… A Novel… Out Now… Where did this all begin? The hurt… the pain… the confusion… the lies… “Everything is fine. Everything is how it is supposed to be. Lie to yourself long enough and everything will be fine. Right?” A lie is the story of where all this…

  • Looking Deeper Into The Soul…

    A Lie… A Novel… Out Now… Where did this all begin? The hurt… the pain… the confusion… the lies… “Everything is fine. Everything is how it is supposed to be. Lie to yourself long enough and everything will be fine. Right?” A lie is the story of where all this…

  • Broken Thoughts…

    Her pain is internal, long lasting, and forever. It is a constant as rich as her words. Nothing seems to make her happy anymore. She is lost. In a place, I can no longer find. It is as though from time to time she has an out of body experience.…

  • Broken Thoughts…

    Sharing in your tragedyA loveless relationship built on painDiscuss our inner fearsFriendship only meant to get us through a timeLong lasting, forever scaredTorn between two ideasOne I’ve had another only thought ofA dream of what you becameSad, sickly, lonely GIF of a manSpoke my peace now I know whyNow I…

  • Broken Thoughts…

    Locked inside my head with nothing to sayThe bugs dance beside my lifeless corpsePulling bits of paper from my soulMore scraps to add to the shit pileHow long can I drag this feeling out?A lifetime surrounded by borrowed timeThe darkness sinks its dirty fangs into my neckReminding me I’ve always been this wayA…

  • Something Different… In Your Own Words…

    Perspective In The Infinite…By: Sylvia Ambrose I choke with every breath of airIt stands still and it tastes staleI cringe at all the sounds of lifeThey shake my bones and make them frailI find it harder everyday to keep the things That make me care I feel gravity dragging me…

  • And Other Things From This Time…

    Before They Hurt Everything feels isolatingOn a grander scaleBetween one and a hundredBetween heaven and hellThere exists a place no one knowsFrom bad to worseThings become uglierBefore they hurt Everything feels indifferentOn a daily scaleBetween Mondays and SundaysBetween this week and lastThere’s not much in betweenFrom day to dayThings never…

  • Broken Thoughts…

    The signs were there all alongLighting the way for the climaxIlluminating the inevitable fallWho does this to them, to ourselvesStatistically speaking one and the sameReality couldn’t be any further apartLooked so good on paperIt had to work at least onceWhat could all this really meanTo someone who doesn’t careI gave…

  • Crossing The River Of Hypocrisy…

    Rest Forever When We Are DeadThe feeling slips away from meYour soft skin drags across the floorThe shredded self of worthlessnessDeception is the only way to communicateLetters become wordsBroken sentences of a useless paragraphThey say you’re deadBut when you died is undecidedKilled you in my mind so long agoSo I…