Chewing On Glass…

Tag: loathing

  • Someone To Talk To…

    “My lighter quit working on me three cigarettes ago, but I keep flicking the damn thing expecting it to light. That’s really how my life has been lately, broken and useless. If it wasn’t for all the anti-smokers informing me of my future death, I’d already think I was dead.…

  • Something Different…

    I Will Find You I can feel everything come pouring outA long suicide letter to myselfStretched out, I’m destroyedBroken shell leaking out all that is leftIf only I had knownIf only I was toldCould I have changed my waysWould I have not succumbed to my fateI can feel all that…

  • Something Different…

    Into Reality Lies, lies we tell ourselves to get byEveryone is standing in their windowsHoping to get noticed, but everyone is too busyIgnoring the people in their shitty livesA generation raised on hiding, despisingFalsified documents made to look like livesEvery ones opinion locked away in a data bankWhat did you…

  • I Awake with Bruised Eyes and Hollowed Out Lies…

    I look at the world around me, seven minutes freezing cold under the blankets covered in sweat, flashing ideas of the night before, and how I passed out drunk once again. I awaken with burning, stinging, sleepless eyes. The same two eyes I carry with me everywhere I go. I…

  • Broken Thoughts… Scrapping Together…

    Blood drains from the soulBody goes numb and the brain goes coldSeparation between church and stateSeparation between body and soulThe world is ending and you were all told Well good luck, you make a difference if you just give up….. I want to cut my throatBathe in my bloodJust to…

  • Plus One…

    “What do you mean you don’t understand?” She asks as if there is really some secret to her madness. “I just don’t get it. First you say I have to go, and now that I want to go, you’re telling me I can’t go as if I have a real…

  • Something Different…

    Before I’d KnownSuffering to sufferChoking to drownBreaking up the thoughtsA list of shitCounting all the reasons to dieA method of self destructionRepent for sins uncommittedStruggling to struggleDrowning to chokeShattering the thoughtsA broken mind of shitListing out the reasons to liveA method of self deprecationForgiving sins uncommittedSelf reliance is masturbationPlaying God…

  • And Other Things From This Time…

    Survival Instinct I can smell the new smell of deathDisgusting, digesting, fermentingOr is it the smell of day old oilI’m unsure as unclassified as one can beI break into the vault only to find that it’s all goneNothing is ever what it seemsYet I sit and sit waiting for something…

  • Fact or Fiction…

    “I know your life is a never-ending nightmare full of horror and deceit. I know you are often at odds with yourself and this horrid thing called life. Every morning is filled with contempt as you have this endless debate on whether or not you should kill yourself in your…

  • So It Begins… So It Never Ends…

    One eyeing it on the way to work. Sober of all things. Eyes heavy from lack of sleep. Eyes heavy from all the shit holding me back. Sadly, this is the norm and not the exception. This isn’t one long night. This is a collection of endless nights. The emotional…