Tag: loathing
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Broken Thoughts… Preview Edition…
We Had Made A Wish The knife digs deep into the flesh. Blood trickles out of the incision before becoming a constant stream. “A little further. Just a bit more,” he says encouragingly. “How much does it need for what I want?” She asks, trying to mask her pain. “The…
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Broken Thoughts… Preview Edition…
Through Struggle Drink to feel sickSick to the feelOf this allWhy must IWhy must weBreed with ill resultsTo feel wholeTo understand moreI don’t know Drink to feel differentIndifferent to it allCrawling on the groundAcross the broken glassTearing open the scarsTo feel anything at allWhy must IWhy must weNeed to understand…
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Broken Thoughts… That Don’t Last Forever…
Waiting for these moments to passThese moments we like to call lifeMiscommunication of a thoughtThat have found their way in againBroken ideas breaking apart in my headHammer to my brain… self-inflictedSawing into my own legs… to slow the painGlued together sense of self… know I’m not insanePiece by piece I…
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Broken Thoughts… What I Want Is So Unreal…
Living too long inside my headSame person repeated over againLiving too long in my headLiving too long inside my headLost something in meNot sure what it isSomething to saySomething to doDead inside… How long can it last?With nothing to sayWith nothing to doA lifetime will have come and goneBefore we’d…
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Gut Reaction… I Thought I Believe to Be True…
Fallout… Skyrim… Minecraft… Anything open world… because I want to feel what it is like to actually add up to something for once… My depressive response… my gut reaction. With actual thought it is because I’m addicted to seeing what’s around the corner… Exploring new locations and finding the secrets…
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Broken Thoughts… From Our Throne In Heaven…
Reality doesn’t mean as much as it did beforeThere’s no consistency left in your truthGave it all that I could to believe in such liesBut it didn’t mean anything… did it?To believe in such lies so internallyConstantly changing trying to remain all the sameCouldn’t take much more and it showsGiving…
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Gut Reaction…
Death… hope all is well… “Life is hard… That’s why no one survives…” Queens of the Stone Age
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Broken Thoughts… I Was So Pretty… Until the World Took Me In…
If we had known anything… We would have stayed naked and bare… Feeling so restless. Can’t seem to put words to a page. Put the words in the correct space. Even now, I want to scream. Scream a sound until the air has all fun out. Replaced with the sound…
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Broken Thoughts… For Freedom and Other Things…
Today is independence day here in America… yeah… I don’t know either… there are so many ways one could rant about the subject for an endless amount of pages, or one could ignore it all together like the rest of the world… Personally today is just another day in an…
Chewing On Glass... 