Chewing On Glass…

Author: chewingonglass

  • As The Heavens Fall… Something Different…

    As Before Blood runs cold, the night air not as warm as beforeThoughts run empty with your celestial talkingDoes the mind stop even after you make itWhat separates us from animals if not for sinInhaling fire to stay alive one more nightStripped to the bones, pressed against the coldGiving into…

  • Broken Thoughts… The Beginning…

    The demon it sleeps, waking only for the sound of broken bonesA ringing that snaps the consciousness, a fear steeped in bloodFighting the demon requires an understandingA contract of self-defecation, A knowing of constant failureThere can be no winner when all is lostThe stones tell a story of loss and…

  • Something Different…

    I Will Find You I can feel everything come pouring outA long suicide letter to myselfStretched out, I’m destroyedBroken shell leaking out all that is leftIf only I had knownIf only I was toldCould I have changed my waysWould I have not succumbed to my fateI can feel all that…

  • Something Different…

    Into Reality Lies, lies we tell ourselves to get byEveryone is standing in their windowsHoping to get noticed, but everyone is too busyIgnoring the people in their shitty livesA generation raised on hiding, despisingFalsified documents made to look like livesEvery ones opinion locked away in a data bankWhat did you…

  • I Awake with Bruised Eyes and Hollowed Out Lies…

    I look at the world around me, seven minutes freezing cold under the blankets covered in sweat, flashing ideas of the night before, and how I passed out drunk once again. I awaken with burning, stinging, sleepless eyes. The same two eyes I carry with me everywhere I go. I…

  • Broken Thoughts… Scrapping Together…

    Blood drains from the soulBody goes numb and the brain goes coldSeparation between church and stateSeparation between body and soulThe world is ending and you were all told Well good luck, you make a difference if you just give up….. I want to cut my throatBathe in my bloodJust to…

  • Plus One…

    “What do you mean you don’t understand?” She asks as if there is really some secret to her madness. “I just don’t get it. First you say I have to go, and now that I want to go, you’re telling me I can’t go as if I have a real…

  • Something Different…

    Before I’d KnownSuffering to sufferChoking to drownBreaking up the thoughtsA list of shitCounting all the reasons to dieA method of self destructionRepent for sins uncommittedStruggling to struggleDrowning to chokeShattering the thoughtsA broken mind of shitListing out the reasons to liveA method of self deprecationForgiving sins uncommittedSelf reliance is masturbationPlaying God…

  • Breaking the Fourth Wall…

    I’m pretty laid back. I don’t express myself much through religion, cults, or anger. I get mad and I might even get offended though it takes a lot to get me there and I don’t remember the last time I was really offended. I told some body I was the…

  • My Return…

    In some ways it feels as if a part of me is missing and in other ways I feel exactly the same. I hate being apart from her for whatever the reason. The long nights traveling for my job is when I feel it the most. Being on the road…