Tag: loathing
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If I Told You… It Wouldn’t Make It True…
Space is a prisonI’ve written myself into a holeI can’t seem to get myself out ofConfused it’s like I don’t knowBut I do so the confusion growsMy words are getting blurrySpace is a prison we don’t understandMakes sense though I don’t know why that isCan’t seem to express this feeling…
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You Are Going To Wish This Was Something Better…
Dimensions descending through the agesMy mind is breaking but some how I knowI can’t follow you into the darkness this timeNot like before or ever moreOn broken knees my body seems bentBut I think we already know the truthThis wasn’t ever about leading or followingNo one knows why we are…
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I Almost Wish It Was Monday…
It won’t be long until there’s nothing leftNot by some miracle just the way it isWe couldn’t imagine it could be so easyGave up a while ago but what’s the differenceThere wasn’t anyone there to tell us differentFurther we go the more we know it’s just airThe further we go…
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Life’s So Pretty… With Eyes Closed…
Because walking a straight lineIs considered a waste of timeTaking the long way is the only way I knowSimply getting through this wasn’t the goalAnd I think it shows with the words I knowParts shifting and breaking internallyStuck in an endless loop with the same peopleThe earth could be flat…
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Because She Knows I Wouldn’t Let It Happen… Broken Thoughts…
Falling into a trap all over againCan’t seem to get her out of my headCan’t shake these feelingsStuck with all these emotions I don’t understandI’m suffocating in a room full of windowsDrowning in a river of shit I didn’t sayIt doesn’t make any senseIt doesn’t seem worth itTo keep going…
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Making Plans… Broken Thoughts…
Tired again todayInk to paper and I don’t knowWhat it is I am doing hereTired again todayInk to paper and the wordsAren’t coming to meAn empty mind to a rolling startWhat is it that I am doing hereDaring to do nothingTracing the words into their placeTired again todayTo not just…
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Still Here… For A Little Longer…
It’s been too long… It has been so long that I kind of forgot why it was I was gone so long in the first place… Kind of isn’t an accurate edition of the information… but it will have to do because it is all I got for now… What…
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Happy Halloween…
In honor of the holiday… We are taking the day to celebrate the upcoming season… and all the happy feelings it brings to us here at Is That A Funeral?… We’d love to know how you plan to celebrate the holiday down below… Stay safe… and enjoy the day… Hope…
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The Walls Are Closing In Again…
No longer happyWith the lies living in meNo longer satisfiedKnowing I’m not going to winThe floor sinks furtherAnd the bar just keeps risingNo longer happyWith these lies in meNo longer satisfiedKnowing we are only living to dieTaking apart the machineWasn’t a healthy experience for meReplacing the broken partsHurt more than…
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Fear Of Failure Is All I’ve Started…
Running low on the things we knowGetting hard to tell what’s left in my headNot necessarily feeling like I’m deadMore or less I think I just don’t knowThe longer this goes the more doubt I haveIf this is it then I’m doing pretty goodIf there’s more I probably shouldn’t knowLife…